You Had the Psychedelic Experience. Here Is the Map.

Introducing Sacred Secrets of God — The Book, a first-person doctoral framework for psychedelic integration and consciousness exploration, and the Free Sacred Secrets Integration Guide.

OPENING — THE MOMENT AFTER

 There is a specific kind of loneliness that comes after a profound inner experience.

 

 

You went somewhere. Or something came through. The medicine — whether psilocybin, ayahuasca, DMT, or another entheogenic teacher — opened a door that you didn't know existed. And you saw, or felt, or became something that language was not built to hold.

Then it ended. And ordinary life resumed. And nobody around you had the map.

 

If you're here, reading this, you probably know this feeling. The visions that followed you back. The symbols that reappear in dreams and waking moments. The sense that something was shown to you — something real and verifiable and important — and you have been carrying it alone ever since.

 

"The ceremony was the spark. Integration is the firewood."

Sacred Secrets of God — The Book was built for exactly this moment. Not the peak. The after.

 

THE QUESTION NOBODY ANSWERS

There is a gap in the psychedelic conversation.

 Books cover the science. Podcasts cover the culture. Facilitators cover the ceremony. But almost nothing covers the specific experience of coming back — of returning to ordinary life still carrying something you cannot quite hold, cannot quite name, cannot quite explain to anyone who was not there.

 

What do the symbols mean? What happened when the self dissolved? What are you supposed to do with the knowing that arrived without a manual?

 

Two things exist to answer that question. One is a free guide you can get right now. The other is the complete map it was drawn from.

 

The Sacred Secrets Integration Guide — What the Medicine Showed You, and How to Live With It — is a free PDF drawn from doctoral research into entheogenic experience. If you want to begin tonight, get it here: [https://sites.google.com/view/ssplpfg] When you are ready. 

And then read on — because there is a fuller story behind it.

WHO WROTE IT — AND WHY IT'S DIFFERENT

 

Dr. Barend R. Honiball holds a Doctor of Divinity and has spent years researching the intersection of mystical experience, transpersonal psychology, and consciousness. But what separates his work from virtually every other book in this space is not the credential.

 

It is that he went in.

 

As part of his formal doctoral research, Dr. Honiball undertook a structured entheogenic sequence — using psychedelics in graduated combination — not as a subject, but as the researcher living the research. He crossed into near-death states. He experienced full ego dissolution. He documented the dissolution of identity, the encounter with entities and luminous intelligences, the geometric architecture of expanded states, and the point at which time and duality ceased entirely.

 

He writes about that moment this way:

 

"Some would call it Source. Others, the Mind of God. I do not know what to name it. But I know how it felt: like being known and unmade at once."

 

He then extended the research to group settings. Participants from different backgrounds — with no briefing on what to expect — were guided through the same sequences. Dr. Honiball and his team pre-selected the dimensions to visit but told no one.

 

The participants arrived at the same places. They saw the same symbols. They reported the same temperatures and visual landscapes. Independent, undirected, and documented.

 

This is not anecdote. This is research.

 

 If something in that research mirrors your own experience — if the idea of documented shared consciousness feels like validation for something you have been carrying alone — the free Sacred Secrets Integration Guide draws directly from those findings. Get it here: [https://sites.google.com/view/ssplpfg]. When you are ready.

A NOTE ON THE WORD 'GOD'

 

The title deserves honest address, because this community has good instincts.

 

Sacred Secrets of God uses the word God — and throughout the book, references are drawn from scripture and mystical tradition across multiple religions. If that triggers something in you, that response is worth honoring. Many people who find their way to this book carry significant weight from organized religion, and the last thing they're looking for is more of the same.

 

Here is what the book actually means by God — in the author's own words:

 

"God, in this exploration, refers not only to a deity of doctrine, but to the infinite mind, the supreme and ultimate reality that breathes through all existence."

 

The book's scriptural references are used not as authority, but as evidence — that what you experienced in the medicine space has been encountered by mystics in every tradition since recorded history. That what you touched has a thousand names. That the sacred was never hidden. We were simply never taught where to look.

 

If the word God is a closed door for you, think of this book as arriving at the back of the house. The window is open. And what's inside is what you already know.

 

THE JOURNEY THROUGH THE BOOK

 

Sacred Secrets of God — The Book is not a linear read. It is a structured journey through four phases, each corresponding to a stage of making sense of profound inner experience.

 

Section A: The Call and the Crossing

This is where the experience begins. Dr. Honiball takes you into the first entheogenic encounters — the veil lifting, the first dissolution of ordinary perception, the geometric patterns and ancient symbols layered behind reality. Reading this section, those who have been in this space will recognize themselves. Many will feel, for the first time, that someone has seen what they saw.

 

Section B: The Descent and the Reckoning

Here the experience deepens. The shadow material surfaces. The dark encounters — the entities that blocked thresholds, the fragments of the psyche that emerged unbidden, the death and rebirth sequence that sits at the heart of every genuine initiation. This section does not shy away. It holds the difficult content with the same respect it offers the luminous.

 

Section C: The Return and the Revelation

This is where insight becomes understanding. The symbolic language of the journeys is decoded — colors, sounds, geometric forms, entities, and the recurring archetypes that appear across traditions. The framework for integration takes shape. The reader begins to build a living relationship with what they experienced rather than simply carrying it.

 

Section D: Retreats and Workshops

This final section contains over 100 practical integration tools — journaling prompts, embodiment practices, ritual structures, and meditative exercises. It is designed for individual use and for group facilitation, making it equally valuable for someone processing their own experience and for professionals working with others in retreat or therapeutic settings.

 

WHAT THIS BOOK GIVES YOU

 

• A framework grounded in transpersonal psychology, Jungian depth work, and mystical tradition — not in belief

• A symbolic language for decoding the visions, entities, and patterns that came through

• Documented evidence that what you experienced is real, shared, and has been known by mystics across all cultures

• Ego death decoded — what died, what remained, and what the remaining awareness is being asked to build

• Shadow material held with dignity — understood as teacher, not threat

• Over 100 practical tools for bringing the experience into lived daily reality

• A reframe that changes everything: the journey was not the destination — it was the preparation

 WHO THIS IS FOR

 This book will meet you where you are if:

•  You've had one or more psychedelic or entheogenic experiences and are still searching for a framework to hold them

• You have visions, symbols or persistent knowing from the journey that you haven't been able to interpret

• You work as a facilitator, therapist or integration coach and need a transpersonal resource that bridges psychology and mystical experience

• You've left organized religion but haven't lost the pull toward genuine sacred encounter

• You're a researcher, academic or philosopher drawn to consciousness and the evidence base matters to you

• You are simply someone who knows they touched something real — and will not pretend otherwise

 

WHAT THE FREE GUIDE GIVES YOU — RIGHT NOW

The Sacred Secrets Integration Guide is the entry point. Three parts, designed to be used the same day you receive it:

The Six Sacred Secrets — core revelations from the research, each with a daily practice and reflection question

The Vision Decoder — symbols, sacred geometry, colors and archetypes decoded with cross-tradition context

Five Integration Practices — sequenced exercises beginning with grounding and ending with the question: what was I being prepared for?

 

 

  If you are still carrying something from a journey and have not found a framework to hold it — this is where to begin. Get the Free Sacred Secrets Integration Guide — What the Medicine Showed You, and How to Live With It — here: [https://sites.google.com/view/ssplpfg]. When you are ready.

THE MAP EXISTS

 

For a long time, the available choices were unsatisfying. Clinical frameworks that reduced the experience to brain chemistry. Spiritual frameworks that demanded belief before understanding. Peer communities that validated but couldn't structure. The experience remained larger than the containers available to hold it.

 

Sacred Secrets of God — The Book is different because it was written from inside the experience, by someone with the research discipline to document it, the psychological training to contextualize it, and the lived hours of integration work to know what actually helps.

 

The sacred does not hide itself. We were simply never taught where to look.

 

The map has always existed. This book is it.

 

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Links and Resources

 

•        Free Integration guide: https://sites.google.com/view/ssplpfg

•        Get the book: https://books2read.com/Sacred-Secrets-of-God

•        Website: https://sites.google.com/view/sacred-secrets-project

•        YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@SacredSecretsProject

•        Contact: sacredsecretsofgod@gmail.com